finish line


excerpt from Simon's blog...i could have posted the link...but i wanted the words on my blog...one of our true Canadian heros describes a feeling i have had before...and want to taste again!

Life rolls on. After the good races and the bad. I kept that perspective all week after the debacle in Washington, "so that happened". It happened and I moved on. I sought council to which I have access to some of the best advice out there and I sought refuge in talking and texting with Jennie as much as possible. She told me about the park, and the beach, and the playground, and the tantrums, and the laughs and finally about Pippa just wanting to run everywhere, from tree to tree all the way to the park.After Washington I took 2 days completely off, regrouped, listened to Iron and Wine and Bon Iver when I wasnt texting/talking to Jennie. I flew into Des Moines on wednesday after a delayed flight because of the crazy storms on tuesday night and just rolled with it. Delayed flight "whatever", bike doesn;t show up "oh well", just rolled with it. My first run in three days was wednesday morning, 20mins of :30sec on/:30 off (thanks to Paulo for that piece of wisdom on gmail) "fight the temptation to just go for an easy run eh, get out there and punch the cobwebs out no matter how you feel". So I ran along the grass under the power lines in Minni (by the mall of America) and even though I felt like crap at first I just "punched the cobwebs" out with 20x:30 secs.When I arrived in Des Moines the National Team Coach Phillippe Bertand took me to the lake as I hadn't swum in 3 days and put me through a moderate but effective session and gave me a great stroke cue to focus on, "simon da rhythm, find dha rhythm, think about McCartney's stroke" (in his fun english) and I did. I just thought about that fantastic rhythm Andrew has and instead of trying to over power the water I just settled into my "andrew rhythm" and felt much much better.The next couple days were good, slept a lot, relaxed, didn't think once about Washington, I didn't search for confidence from one workout or another, just immersed myself in the process of getting ready and put one foot in front of the other.And I arrived on the start line without any expectation, fear or excitement. I made a particularly smart tactical move when picking my swim spot (if I do say so myself) and took a deep breath before the gun went off and we were away.I didn't feel great in the swim, it was harder then it usually is and I just tried to focus on AMAC rhythm, who ended up winning the swim and the $5000 that went with it. Out of the water I was side by side with Brent and Kyle. We rolled through transition together and out onto the bike. Again I didn't feel great, rolled through a couple times, got up the front then had to regroup. I just didn't have any zip, my calf was starting to hurt and that voice in the back of my head was trying to place doubts "you're just not ready to race" "somethings wrong, just drop out". I didn't ignore it, I heard it, I just didn't listen. I just kept moving along, up the front, in the pack, at the back and tried to look for something positive. Again on the run I really didn't feel great, I just thought I'd run along at a steady pace and see what unfolded. Brad, Frodo and Gemmel ran away from me straight away and I just kept running my pace. Eventually Jarrod and Javier passed me, still no energy to respond. When Brent passed me I gave him some encouragement and just kept the same pace.And they started coming back, it seemed like 'two steps forward, one step back', I'd almost catch them, someone would surge and I'm be off again. I just kept thinking about form and breathing, ignored my position and simply paced myself back up to them only to be dropped again. Finally on the last lap, about 1/4 of the way through after Gomez had made his play and the pace had settled then slowed I actually made it back on for good. We settled into an uneasy "who will go first" pace and the pace was timid. I actually thought Brent who was charging after us might just catch us and blow right by.Two Canadians to worry about.We positioned ourselves into the final 180, Brad accelerated to the first right hand turn where I'm sure he wanted to get to first but Kris ducked in on the inside and I followed, through the next right Kris pushed the pace and strung us out into a line but I had managed to grab second through the turns and as Kris drifted wide right towards the finishing shoot I took off without hesitation or thought aside from the exact same thought I had in Beijing "jolly O here we go". I actually felt them coming up on all sides, I could sense someone on my left (Frodo) and my right (Brad), I held my line past the barrier where Frodo lost a step getting around it and drove as hard as I could to the finish. I felt this absolute determination that I wasn't losing this damn sprint, after two second place finishes at $200,000 races and one second place finish in a sprint finish I've played over and over again in my mind..... I celebrated.and that's what happened.S

12 comments:

Garage Crossfitter said...

powerful words....blocking out the pain no matter what.....no pain....no regrets.....

OPT said...

the interview was better, thanks to Grant for that...he said "i was willing to go where no one else wanted to..." LOVE IT!

Ross Blake (Aus) said...

Highlights from the race.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_S2Ju7SkTo

rwcorson said...

Thanks James.
You've prepared us well. Good luck to everyone competing this week.

Rob Sifton said...

Love seeing the push that some are able to achieve. Very inspirational.

To all the Big Dawgs, Wish I could be going down to Cheer you all on. You will do yourselves and us proud. You have all been prepared by one of the best. I will be thinking/cheering in my own little place for you all.

Go Hard and leave it all on the floor.

Rob

unit said...

well, i have some exciting news... (exciting to me anyway)... i will be getting the weekend off of work, since i am the chief on the service and have given it to myself (first weekend in a long time), and have just booked a trip to aromas... so i hope to be seeing some big dawgs there, and cheering y'all on!

~garry

Hixy said...

If anybody has a camera or tape-recorder,please tape some videos and post them here :)

Rob Sifton said...

any of the big dawgs want to take my vid camera to Aromas? The unfortunate part is I am leaving for work in 4 hours. Out the door 8:00pm Calgary time.

Email me at
Rsifton@hotmail.com

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unit said...

yesterday's wod...

DL - 245... felt QUICK!
TPU - 20/20/20/20... did ring pushups...
DU - 32s/45s/31s... difficulty w/ last 5 on last set after doing first 45 unbroken... 1st/3rd sets unbroken... did this w/ a 2.5lb per handle weighted jump rope...
GHDSU - 5 x10... felt speedy...

took 1min rest b/w exercises...

then...
2 sets
ring series - L hang - back lever - invert - stradle back lever - single leg front lever - other leg SLFL - L hang - pull to rotated L-hang - reg L hang...
20 Hand stand wall walks

then...
2K run - 6:54

then...
2 pood KB snatch
3 sets of 10 each hand... 1st 2 sets focused on a slow, prolonged pace... last set ripped out ten each hand as fast as i could...

then...
BBQ for post-WOD fuel... mmmmm...

~gm2

Brent Maier said...

Rob, I'll probably be taping and taking some pictures throughout
the event.

Coach, have they ever alotted any time for non-competitors to do the WOD's after the daily events?

OPT said...

brent, it was never really policed at all in years past but based on the excitement, i'd think there might be guys in black with earphones in looking for some person like yourself to just try it..will see...i could barely warm up last year due to equipment/space...